Writer’s Spotlight: Giulyana Gamero
Giulyana Gamero is a communication major from Rockford, Illinois. Published in the Young American Poetry Digest twice, featured on Poetically Yours, and having worked alongside Carnegie Hall in their Afro-Futurism workshop, Giulyana enjoys any opportunity to express her passion of self expression which she values closely. Her inspirations are never concrete, but she always gives credit to her 7th grade English class as the start of her journey.
to be imprisoned
to be imprisoned is a collage of
stagnant aspiration.
For I’ve concocted my magnum opus,
I’ve hit my artist peak—
I’ve rung around for a weary eye
to cast its glow against me.
Though I am ever malformed,
forever tireless but still
I writhe in a chamber of impression, and
I am collared to the memory.
To be imprisoned is
how you feel draining those tireless sunspots
wringing out a rain cloud
for a million droughts—
until you can no longer see or dream to be—
simply stagnant, simply fleeting.
I’ve caught a feeling in my chest
and it’s the same brushstroke on the page,
I’ve imprisoned the idea of myself—
caught between pages,
caught between mindspaces
and a bereft culling;
I cull the inhibition,
I cull the rising sunshine,
I cull my nothing
to give it something—
Forever, I’ve been imprisoned, through the sex of Atlas and Sisy-
phus, a merging culmination
Venus hasn’t a clue as to the monster she has made
for sex is all I’ve known between
my lips, and a page, and a very, very bad time.
To praise the blazing sun
in which I’ve encapsulated myself
is a great sin—
but they just keep going.
And I jab,
and I stab,
and I turn,
and I writhe in my own anguish,
a self-perpetuated cognitive suicide,
a non-contingent
quietus:
a re-shelved chrysalis.